Blog Tour: Fyn Carter and the Legends from Atlantis by Ian Hunter

Fyn Carter and the Legends from Atlantis is the second instalment in this thrilling sci-fi adventure series – and what a brilliantly exciting return it proved to be!

12-year-old Fyn and his friends may have escaped the Agents of Eromlos but they are not safe as the agents are still hunting them, determined to gain something that only Fyn can give them. Can Fyn find a safe way back to Earth and save himself, his family and his friends from the danger that follows them? Can he find out what happened to his father before he has to find a way to leave?

When Fyn returns to Homehill, the village where his father had been, he discovers that it has been attacked and destroyed by the Agents. Finding one of the young villagers, he tells Fyn that the villagers have escaped and gone to their secret refuge. Fyn and the others take the young boy there where they are reunited with the village leader, Rogan. He tells them of an ancient Atlantean legend, of a powerful mechanism that can both defend and destroy. Could this weapon exist and are the Agents capable of using it against the people of Eromlos? But there is another legend from Atlantis, the legend of a boy who is a descendant of Atlantis, a boy with the power to open windows between worlds … with the power to bring hope …

And so begins another action-packed, exhilarating adventure, as Fyn and his friends face great peril both from the earthquakes that are becoming more frequent and the agents who will stop at nothing to get to Fyn. I absolutely loved this explosive adventure and learning more about Fyn and his connection to Ermolos which is a parallel Earth. I really liked the setting of the snowy mountains combined with the danger from deep within the earth. I loved the twists and turns, the breathtaking revelations and the sense of unease from the uncertainty of who Fyn could trust.

Fyn is an incredibly courageous young boy who takes great risks for his friends to ensure that they are safe. But he is also someone who feels guilt and who doubts himself. Having others believe in him really helps him to believe in himself. Amy is a wonderfully supportive and loyal friend to Fyn. I also have to mention Henry Flame who is just the most adorable fox who is such an encouragement and comfort to Fyn. I adored the close bond between Fyn and his Grandad Bernie which is just gorgeous.

A gripping, action-packed adventure, perfect for readers of 9+.

Thank you to the author, Ian Hunter for inviting me to be part of the Blog Tour and for providing me with a copy in exchange for my honest opinion.

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Review: A Flash of Neon by Sophie Cameron

Written by Sophie Cameron
Cover illustration by Helder Oliveira
Published by Little Tiger

A Flash of Neon is a contemporary fantasy which completely enthralled me: a story of family and friendship, an exploration of selfhood, and of the power of stories and creativity to change lives.

14-year-old Laurie helps out in her mums’ bookshop, Every Book and Cranny, and enjoys both the stories within the books and imagining the stories of the customers. Whilst her mums are heading to London for a week long book promotion, she has secretly invited her best friend, Neon, to visit. She has told him to catch the bus from the train station in Inverness to her small town on the banks of Loch Ness. But this plan is scuppered when best friends, Caitlin and Hannah, insist that she meets him at the station – and they’re coming too! Laurie is not surprised when Neon does not get off the train and her friends even admit that they don’t believe he exists. But then she hears her name, and Neon steps into her life. But that should not be possible as she created Neon six months before … he only lives in her imagination and in the online life she has created for him …

But now she’s taking this boy home, a boy whose story matches exactly the life she has created for him, but can he be the friend that she deserves and needs? And what happens when Neon’s reality comes crashing into her world? Can they work together to defeat the ominous Blanks who have followed Neon? And, will Neon be able to find a home in her town, or will he be forced to return to the realm of imagination?

This is such a fantastic, imaginative delight of a story that completely enthralled me. I absolutely loved the fantastical elements from the mythical creatures to the ominous destroyers of creativity to the imaginary-friend turned real. I really liked that Neon did not exist just in Laurie’s imagination but that she has made him real to others through creating his online presence, almost like a form of catfishing, so that others accept him readily into their lives.

As well as the fantastical elements, this is a story very much grounded in the contemporary. Laurie has projected the things she doesn’t have in her life, but would like to have on to Neon, such as friends who love and accept her as she is, confidence and an ability to perform in public without being crippled by fear and self-doubt.

She is such a sympathetic teenager who has lost her best friend from primary school when she went to secondary school and is not really sure how this has happened, and doesn’t know how to resolve this growing apart. She has drawn the attention of two of the popular girls in school, Caitlin and Hannah, but doesn’t always feel welcome within their friendship, especially when they are together, with them often teasing her and smirking at her. They can be really mean to her and put her under pressure to address things that she isn’t really ready for, or which she still doesn’t know about herself, including her feelings about attraction. But Caitlin and Hannah can also be kind to her, especially when they are not with each other, and this is something that really confuses Laurie and is perhaps instrumental in her creating Neon to offer her some sort of protection and relief from their more toxic friendship – and to make her feel ‘normal’ within the friendship trio.

Neon shines so brightly and is a real force of nature, exuberant and excitable, with a real talent for singing, dancing and playing instruments. I adored the friendship between Laurie and Neon and loved how he supports her, defends her, and encourages her to believe in herself and to be true to herself.

I also loved that this story celebrates the positive power of books and the imagination to bring people together, to make connections, to reignite memories and to celebrate difference. It is so important that young people can see themselves in stories and also empathise with others so I really enjoyed the inclusivity within the story and the timely message of the current worry around book censorship. Children learn so much through wandering through stories, about themselves and others, about acceptance and kindness, and I only wish more adults would wander through these stories too.

A marvellously mesmerising story of finding friendship, of the power of imagination and of having the courage to shine brightly … an unmissable, unputdownable read for children of 11+.

Thank you to Little Tiger for providing me with a copy in exchange for my honest opinion.

Review: Pia’s Pet Club: Puppy Problem written by Serena Patel and illustrated by Emma McCann

Written by Serena Patel
Illustrated by Emma Patel
Published by Usborne Books

Pia’s Pet Club: Puppy Problem is the first in a gorgeous new illustrated chapter book series, and what a delightfully charming, fun read it is!

After only three days, almost-nine-year-old Pia is already bored of the summer holidays which she is spending between her dad’s new flat and her mum’s terraced home after their recent separation. Pia absolutely adores animals and longs for a pet, something which neither of her parents will allow her to have, despite her best efforts at trying to persuade them.

Pia is busy putting up her pet posters in her bedroom in her Dad’s flat when she hears barking from outside … When she looks out and sees a boy from her year, Hari, in the communal garden with an adorable labrador puppy, she quickly goes to meet him. After helping untangle Hari from his puppy’s lead, he introduces her to both Luna, his six-month old puppy, and his older dog, Basset hound Raja. Friendly and chatty, Hari shares that his mum doesn’t like Luna as she is too disruptive and she has told him he has to train her before his Nani arrives for a visit from India. Hari only has four days left – and the training has not been successful! Luna, who is somewhat an expert in pets, offers to help train Luna and Hari readily agrees.

And so begins a fantastically funny, heart-warming adventure as Luna’s training doesn’t quite go to plan as her exuberant energy leads her, and Pia, into trouble. Pancake chaos, paint mayhem and so many more laugh-out-loud situations. Can Pia and Hari work together to train Luna before his Nani arrives or risk losing her? Can Pia help her other friends with training their pets and even form her own Pet Club?

This is an adventure that both young readers who already have pets, and those who want a pet, will adore as they follow an incredibly likeable young girl, Pia, as she forms new friendships and helps her friends with their pet problems. She understands the responsibility of looking after a pet and takes this seriously by preparing herself for pet ownership through reading about how to look after pets and watching shows about looking after them. She is hopeful that she will one day be allowed a pet and, in the meantime, is happy for her friends who have their own pets, helping them train them. I also really liked the focus on reasons as to why people might be more wary around pets which shows how important it is to be a responsible pet owner, and to offer reassurance to those who are more frightened around pets.

The illustrations throughout are just gorgeous and really complement the humour and warmth in this adventure as well as the strong bonds of family and friendship.

Paw-fect for young readers of 7+ who will be eager to become honorary members of Pia’s Pet Club as they follow her animal adventures in this hilarious, heart-warming series.

Thank you to Georgia at Usborne Books for sending me a copy of Pia’s Pet Club: Puppy Problem. It was my decision to read and review, and my review is my honest opinion.

Blog Tour: The Narzat and the Shifting Shadow written by Luke Marchant and illustrated by Rory Walker

Written by  Luke Marchant
Illustrated by Rory Walker
Published by Everything with Words

Welcome to my stop on the Blog Tour for the second hilarious adventure for the Narzat – and this one’s got pirates! Today, I’m sharing a post from the author, Luke Marchant, about his inspiration for including pirates in this new adventure for the Narzat.

What inspired me to write about pirates


Why are pirates so fascinating? Because they Arr!

If you haven’t said that line out loud in a suitably pirate-y voice, please go back and do it again. Go on. I’ll wait for you.

That’s better! You see, pirates are many things—dangerous, naughty, villainous, adventurous and more—but above all… they’re great fun! They are the ultimate rule-breakers, and the moment you see them turn up in a story, you know that there’s going to be trouble afoot. There’s something timeless about a brutal buccaneer.

I’d finished the Narzat and I’d been faced with a bit of a problem. The first book had two dastardly villains, and I needed someone or something that could match them in terms of danger and deviousness. Luckily, an answer passed my eyes that day.

Yes, I know what you’re thinking. What? You mean a pirate walked past you that day? Whatever! Well, in actual fact, hundreds of pirates passed me that day. You see, the Brixham Pirate Fest was happening that very week. Hundreds of pirates (or people dressed as pirates, it’s always hard to tell) were catching the bus, checking their phones or—in the case of one bearded gentleman— doing their hair in the reflection of a shop window. Apart from a range of spectacular costumes, there was something indescribably fun about a huge gaggle of pirates.

I had my answer. Why try to find two more dangerous villains, when I could have a whole crew of them? I’d always loved pirates and their adventures growing up—and the idea started to grow. I set about reading Treasure Island for further inspiration (as an aside, I love the links to Tarzan from the first book, so it was great to visit another classic adventure story for the sequel).

But, with this being the Jumble Jungle Wood, my pirates needed a bit of a twist. The image of a huge and ghostly pirate ship stalking across the tree-tops of the jungle-wood started to emerge, and the Shifting Shadow began to take shape. It was great fun creating the motley crew of Jungle Pirates themselves—some of them are downright fierce and fearsome (such as the mysterious Captain Carver, and the cunning Gloom Badger) and others are utter scoundrels (I doubt you’d want to run into the explosive ba-baboon or a giant tiger-gator on the high seas)! And maybe, just maybe, there’s more to some of them than meets the eye…

Above all, I wanted the jungle-pirates to be a group of baddies that readers (young and old) would remember—the type of villains that inspire laughter and booing alike. There’s something wonderfully fun about a real scoundrel.

And how do you know you are enjoying reading about these pirates? Because you Arr!

Thank you so much to Luke for providing me with this post and for Mikka at Everything with Words for inviting me to be part of the Blog Tour.

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Review: Finders of Silverthorn Forest written by Rachel Chivers Khoo and illustrated by Laura Catalán

Written by Rachel Chivers Khoo
Illustrated by Laura Catalán
Published by Walker Books

Finders of Silverthorn Forest is the first book in a new series about a secret world hidden within our own – an endearingly charming, magical adventure that completely enchanted me from start to finish.

Young Max is busy in his grandma’s garden at Pickwick Cottage, digging holes, trying to find something precious: his grandma’s memories box which she buried when she was 10 years old during a solar eclipse. She wants to find the time capsule and open it before the next solar eclipse which is only a few days away, something that now seems impossible as she has sold her cottage to move in with Max and his mum who have come to help her with the move.

Max can see his grandma’s disappointment when he hasn’t found her treasure in the garden so, when she tells him that she might have buried the time capsule under an old oak tree in the woods, and gives him a map to its location, he is determined to investigate …

Next morning, Max heads into the woods and finds the ancient oak tree which has a rope ladder leading into a treehouse. Climbing into the treehouse, he is surprised to find shelves of labelled items, and something he’d lost the day before. He is even more shocked when he hears footsteps approaching and someone climbs into the treehouse, and he meets Tuftorious Snook, a Finder who scavenges lost objects using his whiskers.


We Finders have what we call the Golden Rule: Finders Keepers.

Hoping that he can convince the other Finders to let Max go back to his grandma’s cottage, Tuft tells them that Max is a friend who they can trust not to reveal their secret existence in Silverthorn Forest. But when they discover that Max has broken an important Finder rule, they banish him from the forest and Tuft is tasked with taking him home.

The seeds of friendship have been sown between Max and Tuft over a cup of tea so, when Max asks him to help him find his grandma’s memory box, Tuft agrees to help, a decision that leads them into an adventure filled with danger, discoveries and daring deeds. And, when Max discovers that great danger threatens the existence of Silverthorn Forest, can he find the courage to save Tuft and the other Finders before time runs out?

I absolutely loved this adventure and adored the idea of hidden creatures living a secret life amongst humans, scavenging the things that humans have thrown away or lost and keeping them as treasures with a fantastic re-naming system or re-using them as much-loved items such as chipped teacups and mismatched footwear. I loved the environmental messages within the story about the importance of caring for the environment, re-using and re-purposing items and looking after our ancient woodlands. I hope that this is a story that will encourage young readers to get out into nature and explore its wonders … great treasures might just be waiting for them.

Max and Tuft are the most wonderful, adorable characters who quickly form a bond of friendship and mutual trust. I loved how kind-hearted and curious they are and how willing they are to support each other, including by bending the rules, when others are much more set in their ways.

The full-and-partial-page illustrations, including chapter headings and borders, are stunning and really capture the warmth and charm of this adventure perfectly. And there’s a map – always a perfect addition to a story!

This story is a treasure of a find, which will capture the imagination and hearts of young readers of 7+, as they venture into the forest to discover the most magical adventure.

Thank you to Walker Books for sending me a copy in exchange for my honest opinion.

April Wrap-Up

Well April went quickly! This has been a much better reading month for me as I had most of the Easter holidays to catch up on my reading – and it’s a Bank Holiday weekend again!

Books I’ve read:

I’ve read 18 books this month. My highlights were Shrapnel Boys, Inkbound and Dragonborn (middle-grade books) and The Crimson Moth (adult book).

NetGalley:

I have three books on my Netgalley shelf and, despite temptation, have only requested one book in April. My feedback ratio is at 98%.

Books sent by publishers:

I am grateful to have been sent 12 books by publishers this month.

Books Bought:

I’ve bought 6 books this month:

How has your reading month been? Have you read any of these? Have you any of them on your TBR?

Review: Project Pony

Written by Camilla Chester
Illustrated by Irina Avgustinovich
Published by Firefly Press

Project Pony is a wonderfully heart-warming story of family and friendship, of connections and change, and of the beautiful bond between a young girl and her pony.

Pony-loving Natalie is excited to be going on an Own Your Own Pony week with her mum and best friend Ashlin to celebrate her tenth birthday. Both girls adore ponies and, when they are not riding them, they enjoy their imaginary ponies instead. Ashlin has moved from Ireland and has had to leave her beloved pony behind so the girls are on a mission, Project Pony, to help Ashlin get her own pony whilst also convincing Natalie’s mum to be her accompanying adult when she volunteers at a riding stable.

But Natalie also has another secret mission. She hopes that, during this week, she can convince her mum to not let her boyfriend, Vik, move in with them. Natalie doesn’t like Vik as she is worried that she will lose her mum as she will not spend as much time with her if Vik moves in. And then, there’s her secret, a secret that she really doesn’t want Vik, or best friend Ashlin, to discover. So Mission Mum is born. Can Natalie persuade her mum not only to develop a love of ponies, but also to split up with Vik?

But, when something unexpected happens on the morning of the holiday, Mission Mum seems to have failed before it has begun, but could this open up another opportunity for Natalie, even if it is one that she never wanted?

This is an absolutely wonderful, empathetic story, told with such honesty, dealing both with Natalie’s worry about having a stepdad and her sense of abandonment as best friend, Ashlin, and the girls they share a room with, make her feel excluded from the group as she doesn’t have the same experience of pony-riding as they do. Natalie struggles to accept the possibility of a stepdad in her life and the impact that this will have on her relationship with her mum as well as the changes he will bring to her home. But could finding the courage to accept such a big change in her life bring her more happiness than she expected?

Whilst Natalie is struggling with some difficult times, she has one constant on her holiday: the pony she has been teamed with for the week, Loki. And what an absolutely gorgeous, cheeky delight he is! Natalie feels a real connection to Loki and feels a sense of belonging when she is with him, going to him when she needs comfort.

I really enjoyed the setting of the horse-riding centre which took me back to my teenage years when I used to enjoy pony-riding at my best friend’s parents’ stables. I think both children who already ride ponies, and those who want to, will adore spending time with the wonderful collection of ponies – all with very different personalities!

A touching, empathetic story of family and friendship, perfect for young readers of 9+.

Thank you to Firefly Press for sending me a proof copy. It was my decision to review this book and my review is my honest opinion.

Picture Book Review: I’m Going to Make a Friend

Written by Darren Chetty
Illustrated by Sandhya Prabhat
Published by Little Tiger Books

I’m Going to Make a Friend is a gorgeous hardback picture book exploring the nature of friendship and the courage it takes to find new friends when you have moved to a new neighbourhood.

A young child introduces themself as they move house, asserting that they are not afraid yet their body language shows otherwise. Whilst everyone assures them they they will make new friends, the child wonders how long this will take, and doesn’t seem at all sure of how to make these new friends.

Using an abundance of creativity and imagination, they make a friend for themself using junk modelling, showing a keen awareness of different friendship qualities and asking questions about new friends: Will my friend like noisy fun? Will they tell me lots of stories? Should they hug me when I am sad? But, can their creativity in building a friend help make a real friend?

The double meaning of ‘make a friend’ offers a perfect opportunity to explore with young children what they understand friendship to be and the qualities of a friend that are important to them. This is encouraged by the use of paired questions relating to friendship which will make it easier for them to think about and explore what is important for them, for example: Will they want to play how I want to play? Or have their own ideas? Should they hug me when I’m sad? Or give me some space?

The illustrations are absolutely gorgeous and really show the child’s changing emotions that sometimes seem to be at odds with the written words but not the underlying intention of the words as shown through devices such as capitalisation. I liked both that the child had the comfort of their cat travelling with them in each image as they navigated their way towards a new friend, and that there is the promise of someone else looking for a friend that perhaps the new child hasn’t yet noticed. There is so much to explore in both the images and language that will engage young children. I also really loved the change in the endpapers from those at the front of the book where the child plays alone to those at the end where a friendship has been formed.

This is an absolutely gorgeous, empathetic story for younger readers which shows the courage it takes to make a new friend when you move home, but also the joy of forming that new friendship. This will be a wonderful addition to any Reception and Key Stage 1 class library.

Thank you to Little Tiger for providing me with a review copy in exchange for my honest opinion. This book will be published on 1st May.

Review: The Boy in the Tree

Written by Lisa Thompson
Illustrated by Katie Kear
Published by Published by Barrington Stoke (an imprint of HarperCollinsPublishers)

The Boy in the Tree is a captivating, heartfelt story of family and connection, of the power of memories, of making a stand and finding the courage to accept the difficult changes that life may bring.

12-year-old Noah has struggled to settle in to secondary school and is constantly getting in to trouble which has resulted in him losing his best friend from primary school. Sitting outside the headmaster’s office during his latest detention, he overhears school prefect, Grace Whitlock, talking to the headmaster about starting a campaign to save the old oak tree on Waterford Avenue which is soon going to be cut down so that a new road can be built to provide access for new houses.

On his way home after detention, Noah goes to see the oak tree and is reminded of visiting it in happier times when his mum and dad were not constantly arguing. Noah makes a decision to become involved in the campaign to help save the oak tree even if it only has two members: himself and Grace – and she is not convinced that he is sincere. Noah proves her wrong when he takes his protest into the branches of the tree, refusing to come down until the tree is saved, but he is secretly hoping that his actions can also save his parents’ marriage.

It is not long before Noah attracts the attention of the media and suddenly the Boy in the Tree has become viral news. Can Noah’s protest protect the oak from determined council planners? Is there any hope that his actions can stop his parents from splitting up?

This is wonderful story of connection with nature as people are brought together through memories of the old tree, reminding them of its importance in the community. It is also a story of the power of activism and taking a stand for something you strongly believe in and Noah strongly believes in the importance of saving the tree and its ecosystem, especially since he has struck up a bond with the pigeon who is nesting there. Sometimes, it only takes one person to make a difference and lead the way so that others can find the confidence to follow their hearts and so an individual making a stand becomes a community coming together to make a difference.

Noah is an incredibly sympathetic young boy whose school life is affected by changes in his home life as he is struggling with the breakdown of his parents’ marriage, something that he keeps to himself, perhaps because he hopes that they will never actually split up. He certainly hopes that his protest will bring them together, but what if change is sometimes for the better?

The illustrations throughout are absolutely stunning, and so expressive, from their depiction of a changing family life to the impact of environmental action on a community.

A beautifully told, empathetic story of family, environmental activism, and change for the better.

Thank you to Barrington Stoke for sending me a copy in exchange for my honest opinion.

Review: Shrapnel Boys by Jenny Pearson

Written by Jenny Pearson
Cover Illustration by Tom Clohosy Cole
Published by Usborne

Shrapnel Boys is a blisteringly brilliant Second World War adventure that completely and utterly captured me from start to finish, a story that evoked so much emotion and now has a place in my heart forever. This is a definite book of the year for me and is one that I cannot recommend highly enough.

Two days before Britain’s Declaration of War, 12-year-old Ronnie, his younger brother Micky and best friend Lugs are happy to say goodbye to a rival gang in a way that sees them get a caning by headmaster, Mr Etherington. Whilst other children are being evacuated to the countryside for their safety, Ronnie’s mum cannot bring herself to send her boys – and neither would they have left her! Ronnie is the man of the house and is determined to take care of his mum and younger brother ever since his mum kicked her husband out two years before.

When war is declared on 3rd September, Ronnie feels a sense of excitement and the anticipation of change. After spending time in the cupboard under the stairs after the first air raid warning, their neighbour, Vera, recommends a friend of her son’s to build them an Anderson shelter. And so Johnny Simmons enters the family’s lives …

Whilst Ronnie takes an instant dislike to Johnny, Micky and his mother seem happy to welcome him into their home. Micky is beyond excited when Johnny buys him a bike but, before long, he is doing jobs for his new friends and a divide is opening up between the brothers, with Micky becoming increasingly secretive and spending more and more time apart from his brother …

As war rages relentlessly on London with the Blitz raining nightly terror and destruction, Ronnie is facing his own battle at home, desperate to save his younger brother from the insidious influence of those intent on leading him into trouble, trouble that could have grave consequences for the war. The only time Micky freely gives Ronnie is when they, with friend Lugs, race to collect shrapnel as part of a competition with a rival gang. The shared experience of collecting shrapnel, with both the excitement and danger involved, works to bring both gangs together, but could they be facing greater danger from elsewhere?

This is a story that really hits hard and quite rightly so, but it is also absolutely appropriate for readers at the upper end of primary school and beyond and would open up so much powerful and much-needed discussion in classrooms and at home. It is a story that perfectly encapsulates both the terrifying nightly destruction of the Blitz but also the indomitable human spirit shown by many as they adjusted to a new way of life with resilience and a sense of togetherness despite the fear that must have hung over their daily lives.

But I think it is also so important to show the other side of human nature – the side that will exploit others for their own ends, those who will charm, manipulate and control and, if that doesn’t work, threaten and hurt. At times, this is not an easy story to read: it is one that has had a real impact on me, one that has shown me things I didn’t know, that has made me both tearful and angry but, my goodness, I think this is a powerful story for our time and shows the importance of learning lessons from history.

This is also a story of the strength of family and friendship and the enduring love between brothers and friends. Relationships are such an important part of this story from the protective bond Ronnie feels towards his mother to the sibling bond he has with Micky, who he is determined, and desperate, not to allow anyone to hurt and who he is prepared to take great risks for, and make sacrifices, to save. There is a reciprocal bond of sibling protection from Micky, even if Ronnie doesn’t always see it.

I absolutely adored the friendship between Ronnie and his best friend, Lugs, two young boys who clearly enjoy each others’ company, get up to mischief together and enjoy plenty of banter, but who always have each others’ back even when this involves great risk. They have an almost innate ability to sense when the other is struggling and are there for each other as their world implodes to hold each other together – such a positive counterpart to the more toxic relationship in this adventure. Two other relationships really stood out for me: Ronnie’s relationship with his headmaster, Mr Etherington and Lugs’ relationship with his feral cat, Tiger.

An astonishing story challenging the strength of the bonds of family and friendship when the world is raining down horror, hardship and harm … a profound, powerful and courageous story that deserves to sit with other classic war stories.

Thank you to Fritha Lindqvist and Usborne Publishing for providing me with a copy in exchange for my honest opionion.